June 30, 2012

innalillah; takziah kpd keluarga allahyarham


Kau Yang Punya

Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang
ku tetap
kau yang punya

Bertukar pandangan, senyum
bersalaman ke sekadar berkawan
dan bila cinta dah mula berputik
ah, tak tidur malam
angan-angan jadi pasangan
dah menjadi kenyataan
yang nyatanya, telah banyak kita harung
adakalanya rasa bebas, kadangkala terkurung
kita pernah berpisah dan kembali
berpisah dan kembali
kembali kerna pengorbananmu kuhargai
hilang separa masa bersama keluarga
teman-teman huru-hara tiada lagi, tata, bye bye
tiada lagi huhu haha
jadi sebagai gantinya lagu ni kau yang punya
yang kau nyanyikan, aku nyanyi juga
tak sempurna, tapi ku kan tetap coba
dan janji-janjimu kujanji juga, yup
kini kau dalam duniaku macam hip hop


Kerjaku memang kejam
punca matamu tak boleh kejam
bermalam, bukan berjam
dimana? dengan siapa kubersama?
berpeluh, bertenaga dengan mic ku berasmara
yang lihat masih menjerit, si genit masih mengenyit
bungkusan dilontar sepuluh digit masih terselit
nah, tidak teruja, mungkin sudah tua
tiada lagi show, kemudian after party
tiada lagi party, kemudian hotel lobi
yang lain masih berpesta
biarkan saja mereka, mereka masih muda
aku ditelefon kalau tak disisimu
dan kalau dengar suara, itu tv atau lagu
jangan bimbang tiada siapa bersamaku
dan jangan bimbang kalau tiada yang berlaku

nope

Satu fakta, dua penipuan
yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang
kenapa mengeluh?
dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali
komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi
mulut orang perosak reputasi, pembunuh motivasi
mereka pakar fabrikasi, modifikasi
di depan senyum, belakang dengki
yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri
siapa tahu?
peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama
dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama
ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
ke akhirnya


Kuhanya punya kau
dan 
hip hop

Kujuga bimbang sayang
di mana kau berada
dengan siapa kau bersama
jangan lupa
kau tetapku yang punya

June 23, 2012

to UiTM with love :)


i thank god the most for giving me such chance for me to pursue my dreams, my future . my heart might still lay rest in SS somewhere, but i had to make a huge step for my future. yes, staying in form 6 may give me a bit advantage in terms of fast tracking, acquaintances and the environment. But i tell you, made me wonder.. even if i go for it, what i learn in form 6 might not be enough or unsustainable for me to survive in Degree. I need the small details for me to carry on with if i am to pursue my goal of achieving MBA. seems a bit far but you know what, it's not wrong for one to dream as dreams will turn to reality. :)

well, talking bout my place right now, UiTM is somewhat quite awesome. i love the environment now as i started to fit right in with them, blending in. the hostel aka Kolej is okay, though i have to share with another 4 person, i'm lucky enough to have a good, relaxed roommates. they're okay so i am okay. the classes are good as in the lecturers and the classmates.. the food's quite reasonable well not to say cheap though. but i'm feeling fine right now. oh, did i mention it's just 10-15 minutes from my house ? lol weekends are always home for me. those people from Selangor for example, are so jealous of me for having house so near as i can go back anytime i want to. yeayy. alhamdulillah, i can see what's coming from now. thank you. ya'll wish me the best okay, i need that for the next 2 years, 11 months. to my friends, wherever you are and whatever course you're taking... best of lucks. do well okay. may the force be with you, always. ;)

June 2, 2012

the idea that i get, not sure if or if you not get what i get ;)

we don’t always get what we’d expected to get but get what we’d expected not to get . get it ? :P