haluuuu

eh apedia, dah study week ? fuuuuuuuuu bia betul hahaha. gila cepat masa berlalu. aku rasa baru je daftar sem haritu dh nk habis dh. haihh. anyway, my final examination is coming soon. ECO162 - 28/3,  CTU151 - 31/3, BEL260 - 3/4, MAT112 - 5/4, MKT243 - 10/4 and lastly ACC116 - 14/4. all i can say is the subjects are somewhat challenging but i believe i can make it through this time. wishing and praying real hard not to repeat any paper this term cuz if i do, a farewell bid to my colleagues in Chendering. :'(

oh btw, after final.. this is what i'm looking forward to. i'm one of the participants contesting under UiTM Kuala Terengganu (Chendering) contingent. there are a few activities, those are Orienteering, EOQ (Bike, Kayak, Walk), Jalan Lasak, Volleyball, Sand Castle and Theatre with Tokoh Pahlawan theme. All of these will take place at UiTM Terengganu (Dungun) for 4 days, 26th till 29th of April. I wish all of you commanders nationwide a very best luck. keep the stamina up, give your best shot & fight till finish. kekalkan semangat komander anda, sentiasa berpegang kepada konsep berilmu & berdisiplin. insyaallah, segalanya akan dipermudahkan. salam 1 komander, jumpa anda semua di sana nanti. SHARK SQUAD we beat the sea B-)

January .

let's greet 2013 with some stories. first off, happy new year. i might be too late for that but oh heck. life's been busy for this semester even it's only the beginning of the year. recently, a few events took place here in UiTM KT aka Chendering and those that i've participated elsewhere throughout campuses. SAF UiTM Shah Alam track & field, Talkshow with Hilal Ashraf, Cabaran Manusia Bionik @ Dungun & yesterday.. guiding fellow part 4 for their module. upcoming events are Sambutan Maulidul Rasul and this.. YAM Tuan Antah Mount Datuk Challenge @ N9 which i still yet to confirm the participation. despite being the last batch of Chendering, as we know here that it'll be over soon for us... life's fun out here. yes, we're small in size of campus but i believe this made us better is coordination of managements and activities. studies are proven to be challenging as we proceed higher, no doubt. but that's fair if you ask me. just gotta work harder.

UiTM Terengganu Track & Field team. we rock \m/

breakfast with fellow commanders before module part 4 yesterday. it was tiring yet fun. :)

this, is what i'm looking forward for :D

rooms been messy lately since the closing of YPK with the presence of a few sets more furnitures but we managed to find a right layout to overcome the situation. bit tight in space but okay laa. can't be too demanding since i'd asked a lot to my gain with the pihak kolej kann haha thanks for understanding anyway. after 2 months grad from  LIBK, i found out life with the commanders are proven to be exciting. more things i could do to make use of my spare times minus gaming day and night lol. ye lah kan, macam semalam. jaga module part 4, i get my cut of allowance. makan pun special.. bukan ruti and air mineral cam yg lain mwehehe. kalau ada events baru relating to sports or challenges we are the first to be called apon to take part or take charge. fun laa if you ask me. banyak benda boleh dapat if you ask about the benefits. oh, just to clear off the rumors, no.. being a commander does not make you have less time to study, less time to chill and relax. to be honest, it's still the same.. only the difference is, we make use of the wasted spare times with some activities. haha. wtv. not important. anyway, it went good yesterday and it's awesome. the talkshow with Hilal Asyraf.. it turned out to be smooth. good run by the organizers, which are us all as well lol.  a few slots relating to Gaza, sales of pin buttons and scarves. okay laa nice. 

since i'm too lazy to type... more stories on the next post. (unless i could speak and it'll type out automatically hahaha) have a nice day, ciao. ;D

follow up post on LIBK

hahaha i almost forgot about the day after the incident. after subuh prayer, we started PT handled by komander bad. i like him. why ? the first komander in LIBK ever asked us to do knuckle push ups. because of him me and luqman had to do 140 pt10. suppose luqman alone, though because i tried to back him up.. both of us go down together. lol then the next day was fun. sing negaraku, uitm dihatiku and darah satria while doing knuckle push ups. if didn't sound the same or loud... stay down. haha nice challenge. the third day, kekanan lurus sambil knuckle atas pasir pantai depan uitm. tale bla sial. ramai sampai kaut pasir genggam nak tahan sakit. ada sampai gali dalam2 pulak ahhahaa. pastu guling sana sini wahahah tale bla. last 3 days before passing out ada small paranormal activity laa. dungun BK Isyrak kena rasuk. dia ada muntah kt longkang somewhere around dewan makan redang. balik tu, tiba2 je hujan lebat.. yg sepatutnya nk jd sesi denda and akan ada roll call spt dirancang, cancel. ktorg baring2 komander ckp pusing kekanan. ktorg pusing aku terkejut tiba2 je hujan lebat tu bawak air mencurah2. first time court basketball tu banjir. lain macam sial. then without warning, Isyrak jatuh head first. pengsan. luqman kesejukan dada dia, lari jauh dr orang. amir asyraf pengsan pulak lepas tu. suram malam tu. aku terus pegi kejar luqman, settle2kan dia. bwk masuk naik. then jaga amir & isyrak. isyrak pulak duk muntah2. amir dah sedar. tiba2 isyrak bersuara. kata apa, "bagi aku budak ni" ! "dia sorg je bagi aku makan" ! "aku lapar" ! haha paling scary... "aku nk bunuh budak ni, aku nak cantik semula mcm dulu !" dafuq ? hasil kerjasama cik afif, cik ijat & cik fawwaz.. alhamdulillah settle mlm tu. semua pun cm penat. aku naik awal takut tak sedar pagi nnt.. time tu dah 2.30. pergh. esok, kena pulak. luqman buat hal tanak makan ubat, minum tanak, makan tanak. balik tenggol cikgu shidi urut2 dia, aku dah rasa tak sedap. aku tgk dia.. dia kata "Farris, kau blah skg, aku taknak tgk muka kau" babi siaaa. hahaha tak sedar tu padahal. kena2 dia pulak yg kena rasuk. pegang2 aku lock body dia dgn 3 org lagi kt tepi aku tolong. skali lagi cik2 tu yg settlekan, bwk pegi surau. senyap. aku naik atas, isyrak menjerit. "aish, apa kena pulak dia ni". pucat muka budak2 kolej tgk dia. berkerumun orang. aku tolak2 ketepi, masuk, pegang isyrak. settle2 sket.. cik2 suruh bwk turun. sumpah tak padan ngan badan berat dia. 6-8 org angkat dia still, aku handle kt peha ke punggung tu pun rasa berat nak mampos. dafuq. then settle2, masuk surau.. alhamdulillah malam tu dh tade apa. esok dan seterusnya tade apa dah.

kelakar, kadang2 aku geram tengok basikal kt tepi jalan rasa nk rembat bawak pusing2. aku fikir, pergh ni klau dapat guna bwk pegi dewan makan or PH ni sedap dah. balik tenggol ke. sumpah lega sket, tade ah penat sgt. saboo je laaa hahaha. kadang2 rasa nk ckp kt komander nak tumpang naik basikal boleh tak ? xD mmg tak larat gila rasa time tu. aku suka bila time cik yob bagi ktorg riadah main volleyball. sumpah awesome. enjoy gila sial. biar kalah pun :P tp best sumpah. semua ceria je. group 1 ah paling riuh, ktorg ngan tepuk2 semangat, tepuk2 menyampah, karoot komedia lah hahahahha apooda. aku tgk komander2 layaan je. ada sesetengah cm kurang minat tgk ktorg ni terlebih enjoy sbnye. boleh nampak. tp lek ah. aku pun taknak gak bdak2 ni bising sgt. nnt kata apa pulak. but it's fun. serious. aku tale bla dengar cerita budak2 group ktorg kena bahagi masuk ke group sarjen mat nor. teruk kena. bagi pilihan nk kemam rokok ke kemam lighter.. gigit kayu la, penyapu laa. atas sebab ujian mengawadkan squad yg kurang memuaskan hati. hahaha selamat aku tak kena kt group tu. kelam kabut gak. sama time ujian mengajar squad. mmg serious, berbelit kepala otak, lidah apa semua duduk ber"setingkat lagi". hahaha makan tido berlari asyik setingkat lagi setingkat lagi. haih hahhahaha. tp betul lah ckp komander2, LIBK ni tak hardcore. tak kasar. nampak just biasa2. and bila dia biasa2 je, budak2 yg slow2 sket ni akan nampak bawah dari biasa which is weaker. disitu timbulnya tak puas hati lah kann. biasa ahh, macam manja sangat. aku pun sendiri tak suka manja2 sangat. aku pun pelik kenapa tak kasi hardcore sket lagi ? aku mula datang excited bila komander bad buat knuckle tiba2.. itu lah baru aku jd semangat balik. haha. sbb kt chendering knuckle adalah perkara biasa. aku sampai fikir eh tak puas hati lah datang LIBK tade tattoo kt buku lima. haha cm tade challenge. tak gahh laa. hahaha. haa, TTS.  tempur tanpa senjata. juga dikendali oleh cikgu zeck. cikgu kami di platun 1. best, walaupun step2 basic je tp fun laa. TTS SEDIA ! TTS CHUMBI !! *EIIIII !!* hahahhaha. time tu datang lah kepala otak rasa nak cari dummy satu nk hentak. best jugak, lepaskan stress sket. cik ijat dah excited, ajak sparring pulak dengan budak2 BK tale bla ahhahaha. haih.

banyak sebenarnya nk cerita tp tak kesampaian. tak terkeluar dari otak ni. mmg byk ah memori, suka duka sme ada. ada lagi, cerita lagi.. till then. peace !

Step Up Revolution Review

Step Up Revolution.

quite different than the previous installments, this time it's about flash mobs. current trend worldwide right ? not bad. this time, they don't really focus on contest or something. more on voicing out. though, i don't see the voicing out thing until the last quarter of the movie. oh, maybe the way they present they dance moves or the scenes they show didn't really portray they right message like they try to voice out. the plot's quite confused if you ask me. the songs and dance moves for this sequel totally not impressing me. they could've done better. lack of ideas already i suppose ? idk. but okay la, can enjoy watch them dance if you love dancing stuffs.

Verdict: 3/5.

result.

nothing to cheer/celebrate about. seriously. i didn't do well. let myself down, my family down. i'm just gonna be open right now, i'd got 2.62 GPA only. and i failed my Business Maths. shit. yes, sounds like someone's repeating a subject. oh well, my bad. didn't focus well. got confused too. redho je lah. the truth is i hoped to get at least 3.0 GPA. haih. unexpected. and frustrated. but nvm, at least i only have to repeat one subject. i pray to god i would do better this time. no more repeating papers. pray for me as well aite guys. :'(

LIBK Batch 3 & 42, 2012

salam. lama dah tak update blog hahaha. so, bagi meluangkan masa yang terlebih bertaburan di rata2 sebelum sambung ke semester 2 ni, i would like to share to all of you abt my experience for the past 2 week's stay in UiTM Dungun regarding the LIBK aka Latihan Intensif Bakal Komander. as you all know, i chose to be a part of what people call  "the elites" of UiTM which is commanders. aku kini berada dibawah naungan Shark Squad, UiTM Kuala Terengganu Chendering. bersarungkan full u hijau tua, itu lah dia Kesatria Negara. korang kena tahu, nak jadi komander ni bukan mudah dan bukan kecil tanggungjawabnya. Alhamdulillah, satu balak dibahu telah diterima atas usahaku selama 12 hari disana. merata2 bila jumpa komander2 senior, pesan diorg semua sama.. jgn terlampau bangga dengan kejayaan kita apabila dah jd komander, ingat bahawa beban dibahu bertambah apabila timbulnya lagi balak di sisi kita. Komander Rendah Muda, rank aku sekarang selepas 1 sem bertukar status dari calon bakal komander (CBK) & bakal komander (BK). let me begin the story from the start. CBK. the reason why i made my decision to sign up because one, i love challenges.. two, i love kawad since sekolah rendah kot. three, i can't stand being a normal student with nothing else to do other than plainly study, eat, hang out, sleep waste timeee. better do something more useful since i'm gonna stay here for quite some time right. fourth, wow, don't you just see how nice it is to wear full uniform ? different than others. felt special. haha idk you but made me become eager to join. let's cut to the chase. banyak suka duka lah sepanjang ikut benda ni. mula2 ramai gila nk join komander. aku semangat, Charlie 4 dah ramai. apa lagi dr platun lain kann.. tiba2 lepas a few disciplinary actions, they just took off. aku pun tak tahu knp.. tak boleh tahan kena marah ke apa, lembik sangat ke ? mampos kau lah kan hahaha. ramai ajak aku keluar sekali tp aku dh determined. aku nk habiskan apa yg aku start. follow je. kena marah, standard lah. nak masuk sangat kan. kena ikut rules, memang lah. dunia ni ada ke benda yg tak payah ikut rules ? godaiii. pastu nk pulau lah, menganjing lahh. lantak kau, hidup aku bukan kau kan haha. time kt LIBK aku byk terkenang masa aku CBK, BK. sumpah best. serious. penat, standard lah kan. duduk dapur masak pun penat.

aku try kenal dengan komander2 yg ada, walaupun ye lah kan, nk igt nama bukan senang. igt muka je lah. klau nmpk, tunduk.. senyum and say "komander".. ada yg gelak aku buat mcm tu tp aku tak tau, aku rasa respect kt diorg ni. bukan apa, diorg ni nmpk diorg tau apa yg diorg buat. diorg ada disiplin, diorg ada rank.. kena hormat lah sket kan. bukan nk kipas ke apa just respect. ye lah, nk org respect kita kita kena respect org. haa tak gitu ? :) fitness, kawad. itu je keje ktorg sepanjang sem. fitness first time buat memang sangkut. nk pecah perut rasa haha naik tangga pun teresot2 hahaha. tp slowly dpt follow. teringat cik anis bwk ktorg pegi pantai pandak. suka betul aku dpt buat long track jog. aku tau, ramai mcm tak larat tp takpe laa. fun. aku byk belajar ngan komander2 ni. lari keliling campus tu standard lah kan. buat warm up aku pelik airforce ? grenade ? mcm2 lah aku tak pernah dengar. tp okay best. hari pertama kt LIBK. sampai2, daftar. wahh diorg separate budak cendering ngan dungun ? kenapa, taknak bagi ktorg duduk puak ke apa ? tape lah, tak kisahh. duduk kt kolej Tenggol. not bad, just sbb dia bangunan lama, usang sket laa. toilet pun mcm erk haha. tp biasa lah kan. bilik okay laa. budak2 dungun mcm awkward tgk ktorg. knp aku tak tahu. tp tape, aku nampak, aku salam. sj nk buat friendly. okay laa.. nampak okay budak2 nii. buat kawan laa. macam2 diorg tanya, diorg agak gentar ngan budak2 chendering ni sbb apa ? ktorg cm dh prepare bagai. ada roomate aku luahkan beberapa hari slps.. dia kata chendering bahaya ah, datang2 dah botak, hitam.. sumpah dah ready. diorg ni rambut tak potong lg, handphone masih di tangan, minum air sejuk dengan slumbernyee haha cm datang nak holiday aa. ktorg tak ckp apa2, just follow flow. satu benda yg mengejutkan pd ktorg budak2 chendering lah kann.. diorg ni apa yg diorg buat ehh, rilek smcm jee. haa, first PT. ktorg yg chendering handle. semua muka pelik sbb apa, ktorg intro airforce, pt katak mcm2 aa yg biasa ktorg buat pagi2 pukul 7.30 kann haha. diorg kekok sgt.. rupa2nya tak pernah buat pun semua tu. tape, ajar ah kann. balik bilik aku tanya sorg ni.. eh korg mcm blur jee, dlu time BK buat apa je ? jawapan yg tak disangka gk laa.. tade apa sgt, ktorg byk busy ngan program campus, BK tade apa sgt. ohh.. okay.. that explains laa. patut lah diorg cm geram je haha.

terus tersentap kt otak ayat komander sblm ktorg gerak ke dungun.. "ktorg suruh awk buat semua ni spya awk tak terkejut masa kt sana nnt ! biar awk sme dh tahu basic2 perkara yg akan dibuat kt LIBK nnt" pergh, seketul kena. mmg sepanjang LIBK aku fikir, kalau kt chendering haritu komander2 takde suruh buat semua tu.. mmg blank ah kt LIBK. serious. thank you so much lah bg head start. sgt banyak advantage ktorg chendering ni dpt. sbb aku sedar, dungun byk blur. dari fitness, kawad hingga ke makan, pengurusan diri. serious. jemput makan cik, jemput makan komander, jemput makan bk, jemput makan semua ! haha 6 kali makan, 6 kali lah sebut mcm tu.. ktorg dh tahu sblm sampai dungun, lagi sekali.. thank you komander2. lagu darah satria, cara lipat lengan (rocket) and kilat boot semua ni byk membantu bila dah dibriefkan awal2. :D cerita kt LIBK memang penat. physically & mentally. betul lah, kau mmg tade masa nk mandi sgt. haha bau tu jgn tanya ah, mmg harum semerbak kasturi ah masing2. cuaca tak berapa menentu... jap hujan lebat, jap panas terik. yg penatnya sbb kolej, masjid (PH) ngan dewan makan semua jarak ada dlm 1km+ each. setiap kali kena berlari kerana ayat cik ijat, dimana nampak langit di kepala.. tak ada seorang pun yg berjalan. dengan langkah berlariiiiii !! hahaha. mula ah bergaduh, depan suruh blakang cepat sikit, yg blakang suruh depan slow sikit. bisingg. haha. aku bukan apa, kesian ngan yg sakit tuu. sbb aku pun sakit but 3 hari terakhir baru aku rasa ditempat diorg. dengar je ayat tu dah haih, tak bolehh.. at least kalau kawad okay aa.bukan nak lenggang pegawai setiap masa kann. haha sbb diorg berjalaaan je. ktorg laju sikit, kena sound suruh slow. tp bila ktorg slow mcm berjalan dah keadaan.. penat tu aku faham, tp betul jugak kata sesetengah komander, jgn jadi lembik sgt.. boleh lari, lari lah kann. yg sakit tu tape, diorg cane2 pun mmg lambat haha. time management sangat teruk sbnye antara ktorg ni. adaa je yg lewat. tak nak ah point fingers kann tp tau2 sendiri lah eh. jgn sbb kau org lain susah. tp itu lah hakikat adik beradik, sorg kena semua kena. nak tak nak kena buat jugak. byk salah silap kitorg smpi wujudnya hutang wajib setiap hari 250. 100 front support, 100 pt10, 50 squad jump. aku tak kisah lah, benda dah biasa buat tp potong aa smpi kena mcm tu kann. tak termasuk denda2 lain lg. disiplin mula2 agak teruk laa klau tanya aku. ramai amik mudah dlm sesuatu keadaan. leeeek je. bila dah kena kerah sikit, tak bagi muka dah baru aa start faham, tingkat sikit disiplin tu. bagus aa kan. sedikit kecelaruan tu standard lah dlm bahagian peserta/handler.

tapi fun lah so far, boleh ngam sama sendiri. bergelak ketawa sama2, share story masing2. tapi one night, insiden yg petik nama chendering. katanya ada seorg siswa kutuk komander then kata siap ah nnt bila cik2 ktorg balik dr jambori dtg sni tgk macam mana jd. aku tak pasti sape yg laser mulut sgt tu. ada atau tidak, rekaan atau fakta wallahualam. kata cik afif, cerita tu betul. sejauh mana betul tu tak sure lah kan sbb setakat aku kenal adik beradik aku dr chendering ni, semua pandai jaga tepi kain sendiri, pandai jaga mulut. tade sorg pun dr kte agak2 nk bukak cerita bukan2. tade lah nk tuduh sape2 reka cerita kan tp misteri laa. sampai cik afif buat gimik baling phone, then cik ijat, cik fawwaz dll komander angkat kaki bla, bengang. aku sdri dah sebak sbb tak sangka ada org nk ckp mcm tu, lagi mau tuduh ktorg chendering ni eh ? risau dah, apa aku nak jawab kt cik2.. apa aku nk jwb kt cikgu shidi yg tak berapa sihat time tu, balik nk jawab apa kt tuan amin nnt ?! ktorg dah malukan chendering, mmg habis laa. semua dah tak tentu arah. aku sendiri pun tak boleh control perasaan dh mlm tu. sblm terluah hal ni, aku, luqman ngan joe dah confront komander izzah and komander rai, ktorg risau sgt ktorg ckp, diorg kata diorg tak tau nk ckp apa, nnt nk post mortem blk. sabar je lah. lps dah terluah mlm tu, mmg serious, senyap gila kolej. chendering and dungun tak bersuara langsung.. jangkaan beberapa komander yg kami akan bertumbuk mmg tak ah, sbb ktorg mmg tade niat buruk or rasa tak puas hati antara satu sama lain.. if ada pun, masih boleh bersabar.. tade lah smpi tahap tu kann. tp aku boleh agak, semua ni gimik jee nk tgk mental kita.. sbb aku fikir tak tercapai logiknya ktorg budak chendering nak bukak cerita mcm tu and tak mungkin lah komander nk act unprofessionally.. nk bla mcm tu je. tp aku senyap je laa. wait and see.. rupa2nya mmg betul. pecah rahsia bila cik mirul bomba ngan cik soufi panggil luqman ada cm slow talk, aku boleh agak apa perbincangan diorg. and tiba2 komander rai lalu time makan, kata sorry ah marah korg mcm tu jee. aik ? haha kantoi. sabar je lahh. itulah ujian mental terbesar LIBK setakat aku nampak. adoyai.

makan chewing gum sama2 ? wahh hahahaha 5 kali kunyah, pas kt org sebelah. eww kan ? haa, adik berakdik kann.. kena buat mcm tu laa. *kata2 komander kt depan* -____- tahan je laaa. then diorg tanya, kalau boleh mintak makanan, nk apa ? hah amek kau. cendol la, choki2 la, 100 plus laa, roti telur laa hahaha paling tale bla, salonpas. dehell ? kau nak kunyah benda alah tu ke apa ? hahahaha makan ah kau sorg aku tanak xD merapu dah masing2. haih. time kawad, boleh nampak makin rapat masing2, bila start gelak ketawa, menyanyi lah apa.. jurulatih2 best. baik2 semua. cikgu zeck/zanggi jaga platun no 1, aku punya group. mcm2 lah lawak dia buat. ye lah, kurangkan tension kann. dia mesti faham keadaan ktorg yg under stress, tak cukup tidur bagai. masa class malam2 ramai tidur, alhamdulillah aku tak tidur.. tp jd tukang kejut org pulak. -.- hahaha. nasib baik aku dah plan bawak stock hacks byk2. mmg berguna ah, lagi2 saat2 lentok ni hehe. yg tido ramai kena amek gambar. kelakar qayyum, abg long chendering kena 2 tanda X atas dahi sbb tido mati tak sedar2. hahaha kesian :P ktorg ada dapat buku, dungun dan chendering.. diary laa.. setiap hari 5 helai. tp geram, aku tak dpt baca smpi harini lg.. -.- haih. ramai jealous, dpt sambut birthday time LIBK.. mimie bertuah laa, mula2 ktorg igt kenapa lah.. mimie apa salah kau ?! cik afif, cik ijat ckp. dia cuak, tak tahu. ktorg pun tak tahu. tutup mata.. pstu sorg2 ditepuk utk bangun bukak mata. rupa2nya surprise ada cake.. hahaha best gak gimik. hm. ckp pasal penat, ye.. ktorg penat. tp aku boleh nampak muka2 komander yg juga kepenatan. boleh faham ah tuu. tu aku tak banyak merengek sgt. sakit sikit2 aku diam je. just mintak ubat. kaki aku 3 hari terakhir tu mmg teruk sbnye, smpi harini still tak baik lagi. aku kena infection, kulit sensitive, biasa ahh.. nk2 kebersihan kurang and cuaca lembap ni kann. senyap je la and tahan. tak nak susahkan diorg. lgpun taknak lah menampakkan aku ni lemah. nak jadi komander, takkan lembik kot sakit sikit eh ? tp aku freaked out masa dekat2 nk passing out sbb aku kehabisan ubat. mengharapkan calamine je sapu hari2. haih. plaster saje dh 6 kt kaki. hahaha. last2 aku dah tak boleh lari. kawad pun nmpk lain sket mcm cacat sket aa. tp redho je laa. pasal passing out, aku dah frust gila sbb tak dapat join mula2 sbb aku sakit. aku kena sideline. pergh, tale bayang motif aku bersusah tiba2 tak boleh join upacara penutup. aku try jugak cari jalan. tanya cikgu shidi, tanya cik afif, tanya cikgu sulaiman.. tak boleh.. igt dah tade harapan.. aku pun senyap, sedih.. tgk je diorg berkawad kt depan dewan aspirasi tu. mungkin berkat doa aku maghrib tu aku mintak dpt peluang.. pegi rehearsal malam tu tiba2 sarjen mat nor datang tanya yg sakit ni sp nk kawad ? laju je aku angkat. dpt laa aku ddk kt penanda kiri. niat sbnar nk penanda kanan.. excited ah aku. hehe. panas, penat tp tersengih aku bila pangkat disarung kt bahu full u aku time tu. wahhh, tak sangka, dpt jugak aku eh jd komander. waaa. alhamdulillah.

sebelum balik, tiba2 ktorg kena kumpul belakang tenggol. kena sound, layak ke korang jd komander ni ?! kawad terabur apa semua. buang pangkat tu skg ! semua buang, tiba2 aku pun blur.. yg senior2 cm slow down, ternampak senyum kecil kt situ. sorg2 berbaris depan kami KRK nii tepuk kedua bahu, "welcome to the family". sakit tak hentak ni ?! sakit ? itulah beban yg akan datang kpd korg bila dh jadi komander. bertanggungjawablah.. sorg demi sorg ditepuk bahu smpi habis. then tiba2 suruh buang accessories letak tepi, masuk longkang. datang2 komander dr jauh bwk tong sampah. ntah berapa hari punya, mana diorg dpt aku pun tak tahu... tradisi yg digelar "mandi wajib" habis tercurahlah semua sampah2 atas ktorg.. kami kesatria hancur harapan nk balik rumah dengan full u sbb kena mandi skali ngan full u tu. ceh, baru nk bergaya bila sampai kt chendering. ptong stim betul hahaha. bau dia ? wah, mmg kalah perfume. bapak ah. kulit ayam, nasi, kepala ikan, sayur semua ada. ulat pun ada. -.-" balik bilik aku tabur sabun gonyoh2 basuh masuk plastik kemas2 gerak balik chendering. hahaha

aku tak tau ah, ada hari aku sangat semangat, ada hari aku sangat down. start rindu chendering, rindu nk relax2 sket. tp apa yg keep aku motivated ialah kira berapa hari je lagi nak balik and igt balik apa harapan dan pesanan komander2 senior, cikgu shidi & tuan amin sebelum ni. aku mmg serious takut nk let them down. aku taknak ktorg dilabelkan sbg failure nnt. so, kekal bersemangat. walaupun hahaha adaaa je yg tidur dlm baris, tengah solat sujud tak bangun2, tengah makan mcm sahur tutup mata mulut kunyah. hahahhahaa kenangan yg tak boleh lupa laa. insyaallah, siri akan datang, aku nak join. tp bukan lah lg sbg BK tp komander. aku nk relive the memories. rindu saat2 susah senang. to all commanders, chendering and dungun.. thank you so much for sharing your knowledge, helping us around, not giving up on us. RESPECT! aku akan igt jasa korg semua. and aku harap aku pun boleh buat yg sama so that the coming BKs will be getting the same treatment as i get. insyaallah. dahhhh, tadape nk ckp dah, till next post. ciao ;D

sup ?

been away for a while, busy with classes and packed schedules at university. so, by the end of this month i'll be off to UiTM Dungun for LIBK training camp. stands for Latihan Intensif Bakal Komander. 12 days there. by the end of it, we'll be wearing the full uniform of Kesatria Negara.. should be fun. but tiring of course. marching marching and marching lol. but i bet it'll be worth it. anyway, just ended my first semester here. not bad, the final exam wasn't so bad after all. i won't put my hopes too high, i just pray that i'll get 3.0 GPA this term. that's all. god please help me with this. oh btw, i heard the matric students are taking MUET right now huh ? i guess the same time as the fellow six formers at schools. all the best to you people. remember, don't make silly mistakes. get at least band 4. okay ? good luck guys. check out my tips out here in the older posts. should be helpful one way or another. :) till next post .

Movie Reviews

okay, so these are the movies i'd watched so far for the past 3 days. lol free time ? study week guys. study week. got nothing else to do. time to enjoy myself with what's left for these past few months i'd missed since starting classes in UiTM. thank god my dad installed the new internet plan, i could just download these blu-ray rip movies in less than a day. hoyehh. well, more movies to come.. so, the review ? okay.

First, The Dictator. ya'll might notice the song i'm playing now.. that, is the OST from the movie. yeah, sounds stupid. hahahha xD okay, if you guys wanna watch this.. the muslims especially.. try to be open minded. it's just a joke. and no, i don't see anything beyond sensitivity in here. it's funny ! really. despite the govts in a few countries.. including Malaysia, decided to ban this movie. it's nice. you guys should watch if you feel like having a humorous atmosphere. Verdict: 4/5

Now, Prometheus. okay obviously it's a Sci-Fi movie. maybe it doesn't give out a good action but this movie, definitely give you a hard time thinking what's the purpose, why would they do this and that, what'll be the outcome. it's actually an adventurous movie. you'll crave for answers. no, i don't want to spoil no movie.. so you guys should watch it. Verdict ? 3/5

Safe. what does that have any relation to the movie ? idk either. but it's a very good action movie. about an ex cop, trying to free himself out of misery.. stumbled apon a girl who might change is day. yes, i'm bad in giving out a synopsis. lol so i recommend you to watch it to know the details. it's good. verdict: 4/5

Red Tails ? if you like planes, shooting.. watch it. it's nice. it's about a group of Negro airforce army struggling to be a part of the war in WWII. it's good. Verdict: 3/5

ahh yes, Red Lights. stunning. love magic ? do watch it. love to know what's behind magic or the "conspiracy" in it ? yes go on. it's about a scientific study trying to find/prove the truth of magic or simply to indicate whether they are a true people with powers or just a lame fraud. nice movie. recommended. Verdict: 4/5

Alas, The Cabin In The Woods. if you think this is another cliche of a serial killer movie ? think again. well, it does have a few elements in it. but it'll make you think again. it's an okay movie. not too good, not too bad. but there's always a surprise element in it. watch to know more. Verdict: 3/5

more to come.. till next post, ciao ;)