initiating: SELF ISOLATION.

FUCK OFF. DONT COME TO ME AND PRETEND TO BE NICE.

I KNEW ALL ALONG YA'LL NOTHING BETTER THAN A FUCKING HYPOCRITES.

how abt i do my own goddamn work, ya'll do yours. okay ?

not hurting anyone especially ME :)

stronger.

Let that, that it don't kill me, can only make me stronger.

thank you fuckers, with your help i am no longer a monitor :|

i know you hated me, i know you planned to take me down.

guess it's your lucky day huh ? =.=

i never disturb you, why you wanna disturb me ?

did i do something bad ?

what's wrong with me being a monitor ?

tiuuuuu lei ah !

amek laa kau nk amek pangkat tuuu. lagi senang, aku tak payah nk susah2 pepagi buta nk check lu org datang ke ta, nk unlock kelas, nk lock kelas, nk cari cikgu ble ad masalah. bagus, skg aku bole care hal aku sdri. senang aku bole tido kt blakang mse perhimpunan. tak payah kene marah nan cikgu, tak payah kesah sal kelas, tak payah kene blame. thank you . aman hidup aku =.=

haha

baru aku terfikir kenapa, semua kesilapan atau kesalahan seseorg tu kita tak fikir on both sides ?

kenapa kita hanya fikir keburukan mereka ? yes, diorg ada buat silap. kita pun ada buat silap. tapi kenapa bila dah buat silap tu, org cuma tengok on your ugly side ? instead on the good side ? haa. di situ aku sendiri pun tak terfikir. baru aku realized yg mereka2 bertindak sebegitu rupa ada kebaikannya dan ada sebab mereka sendiri. kita cuma fikir yang diorg buat salah dan cuba merosakkan kita disini. dan kita hanya tahu membela diri dan mereka yg tak terlibat. on conclusion, kita telah membina satu dinding penghalang antara dua. disitu datangnya pepecahan sesuatu gerakan. kelakar betul, kita mati matian denga sangat cakap orang yg mereka buat salah, dan telah mempercayainya tanpa sebarang siasatan/pemikiran dalam dan panjang. flash back to flash back, i guess they.. did the right thing. they used to love it. they used to care bout it. but why not now ? why they chose the other path instead of continuing ? right? sebab diorg lebih mengetahui. kita cuma perlu selidik dan faham apa situation sebenar yang berlaku.

so dr situ aku pun dapat tahu yg sebelum ni aku membenci seseorg sbb tindakan bodoh diorg buat.. skg aku faham. aku seda. maybe dari sini kita boleh repair semula apa yg dah berlaku. bukan sekadar menampal kebocoran tetapi meroboh dan membina semula. haha dengan bestie sendiri yang kita bole sayang pun bole bergaduh/tak bersemuka kan ? semuanya ad sebab. kadang kala kita terlalu sayangkan seseorg sampai tak sanggup nk tgk diorg terluka kan ? diff to the enemy . diorg nak semuanya yg buruk dikuakan. dicampak campakkan ke kita supaya dibenci org. haa mcm tu laa. get the point what im trying to say ? bukan sj yg tersurat, tetapi juga yg tersirat. fahamkan je laa. just wanna say that kita bole turn back to what was right, if we investigate things.

till next post,

love REX.

hm.

TO FAKERS AND STALKERS,

FUCK YOURSELVES.

GET A LIFE MOFOS.

LOSER.

=.=

hols ♥

KAKIS Gathering March 2010.

i was so estatic during the day i get to go kuantan, by bus :D
yea for the first time i went there alone. went there on tuesday morning. bit pissed of cuz the bus like taking too much of time getting there =.= 8hours to kuantan what the F ? one pit stop like 1hour each. bengong betol. haih then on wed, the gathering. what we'd planned was to gather at ecm starbucks, then go for karaoke/movie. but end up loitering around all because of.. tak ikut plan.. =.= even got few ppl waiting at megamall. heh i said ecm. wahaha bagus betol. well, nvm, still we had fun there, laughing, ect. settled few cases there and then. so the friday gath at tc. wow that was fun, even though like half of us wasn't there. i didn't plan to join swimming BUT =.= they...! they made so. bahaha babi lah angkut aku campak dlm laut. rey too, was the victim of the moment. haha so all wet, no choice but to just continue with it. the tides were high. it wasn't raining though, thank god. i was praying all day not to rain. haha or else, the gath would've been canceled.

after having fun there, all of us went to mcd. gilaa lapar serious. haha ordered my usuals, chatting, laughing with all of them. haha then left me, jmee, arisha, bella & fiero the last ones there. talked, talked and talked till dark. then haha weh, dah lahhh igt rumah sket :P haha so went home, by cab. thenn the rain started pouring. just then i realized that my time here is limited. went to the terminal this morning. all morning tix to ipoh are out. shittt. haha had to take the night ones. yea, it's kinda dangerous but im fine :D still sad though.. i really dont wanna leave them. :(

guess i'll be back next month !
wait for me..... :D

till next post, salamKAKIS.

SENG HOO said sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't mean you love them any less - sometimes it makes you love them even more. . . great choice of words.

ikut mu ah. fed up dah. semua salah aku kan ?

mood pon td da ni. just do what ur best at.

too upset to .. hm, =.=

=.=

banyak banyak cakap PEGI MATI.

just accept it with dearly for god sake.

im in no mood for these nonsenses.

with love,

REX.